still got this bloody awful cough and cold but so has half of the village!! weird things keep occurring like....our alarm clock wakes us up with a musical rendition but the day before yesterday it went off 20 mins earlier with a beep beep beep and by passed the music, then yesterday it didnt go off at all much to the chagrin of the dogs who were all waiting for their brekkies, and had to wait a while before we actually did wake up, then it was back to normal this morning with the usual musical rendition....ODD!Although it is only a week to Steves anniversary.
I really did have a bad night last night I kept thinking of Steve....and I don't mean that is bad it is just that I wanted to hug him and tell him that everything was going to be all right...and then I thought of the wheelchair, spasms, catheters, tablets, pain, dialysis, and knew he was so much better where he is, as he was and can go where he likes when he likes just so long as every now and again he lets me know he is about.
I am an avid watcher of the sixth sense and just watching it gives me comfort so it must help the people Colin Fry connects. I have a friend who did go to the studio and her grandad came through which completely left her gob smacked.
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- 2008-03-19 @ 22:33:19
sameold

Hi,
I have only been reading your blog's to this point..And I cant wait to read further on, and find out who Steve is - I can feel deep in my heart that you love him deeply, but I decided to stop at this point, because you were talking about that T.V show. And I for one definatly know that there is life after death, and that all our loved one's are all around us.
Two years ago I meet a lady called Maureen, before meeting her I thought that medium's where a bit of a joke..But when I sat in a room with her, she knew anything about the people who had died in my life. It was so surreal and it had me in tears, she knew the names of my Grandad and my Auntie Susan, who hung herself and then...( You probably wont believe me..But she asked me if I wanted to see her, and told me to stare at her face without blinking, and this I did ! And as I did this her face started to rub away and then my auntie Susan came and my Grandad..Only the people who where there that night believe me, because they had been there as well.
Please have comfort in knowing that Steve, is around you everyday. And that one day you will walk together in a happy land forever.
If you are ever in merseyside..England, please give me a call.
Regards Emma X